The past nights have been so confusing… I’ve gotten sick, but it isn’t just sickness, it’s an update. Suddenly I have visionary dreams and really scaring things are happening over night.
Last night, I went to sleep at 3.33, at 4.44 I had a dream, someone was pushing my eyes out with his fingers. A few seconds later I woke up because that was exactly what was happening… I rolled away immedeatly and woke up my boyfriend to ask him why he did that. He had been asleep, REM sleep, so he shouldn’t be moving at all… We both fell asleep again and at 5.55 I woke up again, terrified. I didn’t know if it had all been a dream, so I woke up my boyfriend again. He could remember doing it, but he didn’t know why. I had seen strange things that night, things I had to do, persons I would meet on my way, information that I needed. Things that I was not allowed to do… I really needed some fresh air so we went for a morning walk. After that we went to bed again, tired as we were. Later on, I had another strange dream. I heared my boyfriend jam his hand thrice at the matras. Again, I woke up a few seconds later hearing my boyfriend doing exactly that. And he was asleep… I didn’t bother to wake him up and fell asleep again. After that I learned to do active rewrites in my dream. I can now push things into the ‘matrix’ through my dreams.
The nights before that I had visionary dreams, I’ve never had them before. I think that the times my boyfirend woke me up last night have been signs, to convince me that this dreams are real. That I am realy being contacted by the collective. It’s time to start working on my purpose. I guess that’s what it means to be a human angel.
I already knew something was changing, because my sight has changed recently. I’ve seen aura’s for years, but I see them in much more detail now and I had the feeling I had to do something with it. That’s why I started an hyves page, http://aura-lezen.hyves.nl I am going to do readings. In my dreams of the past night I saw that it was a good thing to do.
Though the speed at which things are changing now slightly scares me. I’ve never been this powerfull before, I’ve never seen that future so clear and I’ve never been pushed so hard towards the truth in my life.
Yesterday I found a book for my boyfriend. It’s called “The divine matrix” and it’s about everything we already knew. It’s a kind of confirmation, a sign we are on the right path. The information we get through our dreams is the same as other people get. But there was an interesting fact in it, it said that to change the world, we need 7777 people. 7777 human angels, to change the reality permanently. I know those 7777 angels are being trained at this very moment, I’m one of them and so is my boyfriend. We are learning to change the hologram in which we live. But it’s also a bit disturbing, there are certain things we are not to know. I know why that is, the change to the ‘new world’ won’t be easy and some really nasty things will happen before the time is there. The human angels aren’t saints. They are the warriors of the universe.
I know I’ve grown in the past few days, I can see it, as my wings are enormous now. Yes, I can see who’s an angel and who isn’t. I see wings at the backs of human angels. I’m not saying that we have wings, it’s only how I interpret it, how my brain interprets the information ‘human angel’.
Strange actually, how shaken up I feel. My whole life I haven’t been a single moment afraid for ‘paranormal’ events. I see spirits all the time, electric devices jump on and of when I’m near, and I’ve seen cards jumping out of their deck and again and again. I was at most startled… This time it’s different. Tonight was a turning point. I’m a new me, and my life won’t ever be the same again…